In a time where there are so many projections of the “ideal” person, be it man/woman/child/mother/student/son/teenager etcetc, it is my firm belief that each individual has to daily and fervently engage in self-examination and evaluation with loving eyes. It is important to see yourself as you are, the minutiae of your being and actually like yourself. It is possible to be in enjoyment of your own personhood WITHOUT falling into narcissism and self-absorption.
This is an act of war to take a hold of the territory that is you and occupy yourself to the fullest. Not to do this is to risk being swept away by mass media images that batter away at the collective consciousness of all that are alive and in possession of any of the five senses of the human body.
It is a terrible thing when the “ideal” excludes so much of everybody else and deems them unfit to be, to just be – in peace, in happiness, in contentment and enjoyment of one’s truest and most authentic self.
The words below are my own act of defiance against the tyranny of sameness and cancellation of my me-ness, you see, there is so much of me that is not represented as “good”. So, hurray to defiance! As you read, dare to find the crooked, imperfect thing about you and be content that you are made perfect in the eyes of the One who matters the most.
“I like myself.
I like the fact that I’ve got this great looking skin , which I got from my mum and my grandmothers (maternal and paternal) and my aunties.
I like my fat thighs and my large butt 🙂
I like the fact that as I’m now polishing my skin with a mixture of shea butter and sugar, the my stretch marks are slowly receding, with the care I’m giving.
I like that I am curvy, there’s this cinch at my waist which makes the difference between my bust and my waist ridiculous, I like that! 🙂
I like the fact that I’m not short and I’m not tall. I’m in between, a nice size.
I like my face and I like my eyes. I like my teeth.
I like the fact that I like to write, I like the fact that I can swim.
I like that I can cook and when I cook, I do a “speedy Gonzalez”, everything happens quickly in the kitchen and after I’m done, it seems like nothing happened in there!
I like the fact that when I cook, I talk to God and He talks to me and the food always tastes good.
I like the fact that I can do so many things relatively well, so many skills in one package, a brown package, a mini bombshell.
I like the fact that God likes me. He tells me in so many ways, I have such favor with people!
I like me. I didn’t use to like me a long time ago, but now, I like me. And before you get on your high horse and say ” Oh, she’s full of herself”, I’ll ask you one question, “Do you like you?” You better do, because no one else is going to like you like you are supposed to like you 🙂
I like the fact that I care, my heart is moved to compassion when I need the need of another even though I might not be able to help. So many that I meet, I’m only able to meet the needs of one or two.
I like the fact that I’ve learned how to give my best to everything I’m involved in and to be content with whatever the outcome is, knowing that I’ve given my best.
I like the fact that I’m Nigerian and I’m African, in the 21st century, it’s AWESOME! No matter what the news will say, negative propaganda, I like the fact that I’m Nigerian.
I like the fact that I can be so posh one minute and in the same breath, move into the deepest vernacular version of English or Igbo or pidgin English. I like the fact that I’m versatile.
I like the fact that I’ve been through so much in my relatively short life and I’ve come out so strong, tempered steel. I like the fact that I’m Velvet-Steel – soft, rich and plush but also very hard and keen at the edges. A sharp sword, sheathed in softness. ”
In a world that is permeated with messages that tell me that I “should” be a particular way, this is my declaration of self-love, self-enjoyment realization. If I don’t like myself first, who will? A woman who does not like herself cannot like another one ( topic for another day!)Lol
This was previously published on Goread.com.I have since left that platform.
